The truth is, you simply can’t get out of making big decisions.
Not making a big decision is making a big decision in a passive way.
Delaying only makes your choice harder.
No matter how painful, you’re going to have to commit to something at some point. Or choose to not commit (much more common, but much more devastating to a career or life than making an incorrect choice).
I know it sucks. Now go make a choice.
It might not be as bad as you think.